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I AM FREE, THIS IS MY FREEDOM!!!!!!   *SCREAM~~~~* FUCK YOU!!! *RUNNNNNNNN!!!!!!*

St@rt>> I strongly agree with my title above. No matter how good you are, how great you are, there will always a lil devil in you You know, things are like cycle, whatever you do/did, it will come back to you again.. What goes around, comes around... :) Remember that! Cath taught me one thing today, The Secret, actually Im really so interested with this topic bcz it is indeed a vy interesting topic. I will talk to my universe, I will tell my universe that this is an experience for me, this is a great chance for me to change to be a better and grown up person. :) Things happened today, Im glad at least I got few good things today which was totally unexpected. Talked to a close friend over msn, we talked it over, we untie the knot and this brought happiness to me throughout the day. A BIG smile on my face, at least. :) Talked with a long but yet not lost friend over the phone (actually via talk box first), I am not too sure how long I was on the phone with her. We had a g

St@rt>> Sometimes it is not easy to let go this feelings, kinda complicated eh But, when it comes to this kind of situation, u really wanna call it to an end. That's d whole solution, right? Mayb Im blind, I couldnt see what is surround me OR Mayb I still dont know that how lucky am I being grown up in this environment I really wanna ask again,  Y is it a person who being betrayed was being treated like a ball, or I will say, rubbish/trash/garbage, nobody cares at all Y is it those ppl, backstabber, bitch being treated like precious? How can I get the answer? P/S: Im over confident, now I know, perhaps I should listen to you, Cath. Thanks for waking me up end

St@rt>> If you think I had changed, will you look into mirror or have a thought of yourself, do u change either? I will... If you think you do it right, will you have a thought of yourself, is it really right to do so? I will... think twice... I always tell myself that Im lucky having the loved one, besties, friends around me and even colleagues. All this while I told myself Im the luckiest person in the world bcz no matter how many job/company that I had changed but my colleagues are all the same, they are friendly enough. But, when it comes to an uncertainty, I found out that it was damn kao bad, Im wrong... :/ I really wanna ask this question, y is all the 'innocent' ppl being misunderstand, being throw aside like a ball and nobody cares? and is all the bitches out there who backstabbed ppl, whom bitch bout ppl being treated like precious? Have you forgotten how she treated me? Have you forgotten how I cope with myself when I found out I was being backstabbed

st@rt>> Invitation =  the written or spoken form with which a person is invited Courtesy = Willingness or generosity in providing something needed OR Given or done as a polite gesture OR Free of charge Bull-Shit = Something worthless, deceptive, or insincere .  Im kinda pissed off today for no reason *though there must be a reason but I dont know which one* If I were to write this blog post on that time itself, I think I could burst everything out!! I mean it!! But, of course, I need to thanks Sheena & Stacey for a yum cha and sushi night. Im kinda glad that at least with their presence Im feeling better. *maybe* Ok, outing wasnt last min thingy, it was then when Sheena wasnt really feel so happy on Tuesday/Wednesday, so I was saying, 'Hey, y not we come out have a dinner and a talk?' end UPDATES: I posted few status on my facebook due to my piss of -ness. Furthermore, I think I disturbed Sheena's ears by nag nag nag and nag. LOL :

St@rt>> Im kinda glad that Im already at home, having a good rest, sitting in front of my lappie and doing free AD for GP Batteries :) THE SITUATION *You may skip this if you doesnt wanna know bout the whole situation* I really thought that I could reach home earlier today after work, but damn it, my lovely car was dead. I mean the battery was dead, was unable to start the car engine, heck! So, gave a call to my boy, got him to come to my office right away, he came to my rescue within 20mins *laughing* With his 'man' look, grab his extra battery and did a 'jump start' between my car batt and the extra batt. It was ok at first, till we reach about 3km, it went wrong dead again. He did another jump start. The car ok for another 100m and DEAD *again* This time, nobody could helps, so the boy decided to give GP batt supplier a call THE SOLUTION, THE HELP *Now here come the final solution* Hence, the boy called GP delivery boy a call, get them to send the

st@rt>> I know I will be late today (I woke up at 7am, work start at 8am) And there will be a meeting being hold at 8am sharp, 'DAMN' I thought! Then, due to my curiosity after my third day start working, I thought of using another route which is another highway which I had not been using it for quite some time already. It was kinda smooth during the first toll, but, hell, it went jam after 1km drive from the toll, 'Ok, this is crazy', I thought myself again Trying to cut some queues, zig zag-ing, "sorry people, Im rushing to work for meeting" After few jams along the way, I reached office at 8:06am and saw one of my coll standing in front of d door, she didnt bring her tag pass, so she was calling people staffs upstairs to open d door (Our office located at 1st floor) She told me she has been waited since 8:00am, she is getting frustating, I can see from her face. We managed to get in to office at 8:13am, and we went to meeting right aw

st@rt>> I came across a friend of mine's blog... We had not been seeing each other for quite some time already after some incidents happened. Ok, lets quit that one and straight to the point. In her blog, she wrotten, some's just loves to show off.. some's just loves to compare.. some's just loves to criticizes.. some's just loves to make use of other's feelings.. some's just loves being emotional.. some's just loves telling lie.. and some's just.. being so naive to blif on it.. I really wanted to let her know that, me too, feeling the same, those days, when your best friend backstabbed me. And after almost 2yrs u said this, though it is quite late, but I am happy for you that at last! At last ! At last, you realize this! Thanks God, thanks for leading my friend to the materialistic world, I hope she could know the way, I mean how to overcome all these. Congratulations, that you is a grown up girl now, and, I miss you guys too. :)

St@rt>> What you still waiting, all friends are married! :/ One of my 'friend' married his gf, my secondary school senior. I cant comment much bout, still, I wanna comment bout it bcz till today I could figure out what is the reason they got married.. (I know Im noob, but who cares!) Their wedding was being held on 02/03/2011, ok, that was a real surprise! This guy used to be a vy playboy which you can see him going out with different girls, but he is not handsome, that is one thing Another thing, this guy dont have a stable income, which, he is workin in a cyber cafe and he is now, ermm... 30 yrs old? The only reason I could guess.. must be.... buy one free one!! LOL That is the reason y they got married! okok, that's enough, dumbass Back to reality, lets wish you guys have a happily ever after marriage! And welcome to the next stage of life! Cant wait to see your BBs! :) end