The Notes and the Author's Ramblings ❤❤❤

st@rt>> Disappointed last Friday of 2011! Like always, I just couldn't tell you how disappointed or why I feel so right now. it just popped like that, m tired obviously! When this kind of feelings gonna end? I know it's only a small matter but,, put yourself in my shoes, think what you will feel if you were me? Will you feel the same? end

st@rt>> Jan'11 - I started 2011 this year with lots dilemma in my work, whether to continue or quit Feb'11 - I decided to quit, and I quitted. I planned well everything for myself, pan leng leng (in cantonese- making myself up) New job starts in Mar'11. I really miss snaking time with Stacey and Sheena :/ Mar'11 - I joined the new company, and met an underage kid who is not so underage, she called me as NANNY, she bullied me all the time, cares sometimes, tease me all the time, sayang sometimes, made me angry all the time but laugh all the time too! She is.... deng deng deng~~~ Pig Gine! *Thinking* hhmmmm , this photo fat! BETTER! Apr'11 - Realized I have few loyal friends following my blogs and when my phone almost dead, I know I cant live without it May'11 - 7YRS Anniversaryyyyy! Superbbbb Jun'11 - Back to my korean drama addiction. Watched my fav korean drama over and over again Jul'11 - Got shocking news from my loved one

st@rt>> It has been like dont know how many times I celebrated xmas every year since 2004, when I was like 18? and that was like the most memorable xmas I ever had till now, Im able to recalled that day, my 1st xmas celebration Was with a whole bunch of Mr Elephant's friends. We left kinda early that night, I mean not really early, it was like 8pm? We headed to KL in a car, 5 of us with another gang of friends in another separate car. Everyone were like hoo ha ha, crazying, shouting, laughing happily!! Once we reached Sg Wang area, we walked towards to the busiest crowded area with everyone spraying those snowy thingy, playing water, etc. We had a friend, who just undergo his eyes operation like 1week ago before the celebration? haha, he was so eager to follow that time, we have no choice! So, I kept myself behind him, cz he was like my SPECIAL body guard with his black sunglasses on. (Everyone looked weirdly at him that time, where got ppl wear black sungl

st@rt>> He insisted I should go for check up next month, I find different excuses, lots excuses (I know this is lame) The reasons: 1) I will be busy next month and doesnt want the result affecting my mood 2) I wan it to be after CNY so that I could enjoy to the fullest during CNY 3) It is not urgent and not important after all 4) I think  m healthy 5) M afraid Out of sudden, I feel like crying out loud, very loud one I mean. I dowannnnnnnn~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Everyone who got their test report, doesnt seems to be positive one, I dowan to be one of them Being nag again today, for my good sake, I know But I just couldnt change this habit, how? I couldnt accept drinking water without taste end

st@rt>> Tired of this tired of that, when it's going to end? I wish to get the best in 2012 which arriving soon This feelings are like, waiting for someone to come to us, it seems near and it's coming soon. sort of... I had different great experiences in 2011. Let me compile all up and post it here soon. very soon I mean..... end