st@rt>> I have decided, though I dont feel like doing so, I hate the choices I was being offered, I mean that was the only choice I had. I hate all these feelings since the day she talked to me that way, it was so awful and painful deep in my heart. Truly disappointed. Especially yesterday, 22nd Mar'12........... :( After a year, this is what I get? M angry of course, but that is not as much as disappointment I had, I received. I battled, I sacrificed, but nobody realize or even acknowledge what I have done. But m glad of course, for what I have learned, the people I knew especially babi hutan Do I have any other choice? But today, m relieved, though tears falling still, I know this is the best choice for me, as it is really not worth sacrificing without noone knowing. Nevermind, I told myself, there will still be a rainbow after the rain. end