The Notes and the Author's Ramblings ❤❤❤

St@rt>> heart is popping fast just like goin to pop out soon. Seriously hate d way u lied! I shall wish that I never meet u, never know u before!! N this feelings are totally freaking crazy!! Or I shall feel glad that I met u cz u made me feel like a grown up girl!! I hate u... Y aren't u by my side when I freaking need u d most.. WTF!! U owed me an explanation!!!!!!

St@rt>> How have you been, uncle? Is the place good for you, uncle? Are 'they' taking care of you well, uncle? How is the place, uncle? Do you feel sad leaving us, uncle? Do you worry bout auntie? We are here, fine, uncle.... We dont feel sad anymore, uncle.... Please rest in peace, uncle.... Take good care, uncle.... ;(

I got no mood to work today.. :/

St@rt>> 7:02am phone rang.... I saw it was my sis calling, ignored it bcz i was heck sleepy... Set my phone to silent mode... Had a thought for a while though with my eyes closed, y was the heck she called early in the morning? this was like first time she did that... 7:08am, returned her call, she told me my 3rd uncle passed away this morning.. I was still thinkin which 3rd uncle and I asked her who 3rd uncle? Few seconds passed, I was totally awake and told my sis, that, I know which 3rd uncle.. I was totally got shocked bcz nothing happen night before, or even so much before.. he was not being diagnose with any disease before. The root cause him dead was heart attack during his sleep, he went to sleep like usual last night but never wake up since then.. Life is totally freak short, so appreciate every moments, dont wait for others to appreciate u because u just will never know when is your next turn returning to the Lord.. 3rd auntie, condolence to you.. :(

st@rt>> Have you ever encounter a difficult situation whereas you really dont know how to help someone, or advice or mayb scold someone for his/her stupidity??? Have you ever encounter a situation whereas you really would like to shake his/her head just to make him/her to understand what you are trying to tell him/her?? Now, Im experiencing this... :( I am just like an ant begging, shaking a giant human who cant even realize that im shaking him/ her just for the sake of to breath normally. Now, could you trully understand my feelings?  Wth... You cant yet???? *shake shake your head* Ok, fine.. let me tell u this, or shall I ask you this, how I could tell him/ her for stop being stupid?  P/S: I wan you to know I really concern bout you; yes, I really do PP/S: I wan you to know that family and friends is the best in this world; yes, I really do PPP/S: I wan you to know that Im always be with you, you gotta be tough all the time; yes, I really do PPPP/S: I wan you to know