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st@rt>> im disappointed.... bcz of a mtg, im all alone again... suppose to go out tonite but bcz of a mtg, they go without me and im all alone again.. thought going with him and his frens for an outing but bcz of the mtg, im alone now... though not so keen going but im prepared to go!!! my place is vy near to the place we are heading to, but now, im all alone again... I AM DISAPPOINTED!!! end

st@rt>> Something is not right here *again*... duh... the upper management, aka bossy seems moody and his mood is affecting the whole office now... i mean, my mistake was a small mistake but to him, he was over react on my small lil tiny mistake which was the only grammar mistakes on my email... my wrong again.... :/ my fault again.... :/ Went to La Bodega ystdy for a light lunch with Susan and Ragavan... D service was so damn bad... :S D waiter and waitress were rude... Like rushin to hell though i noe it was the peak time during lunch and lots of cust to entertain but that wasnt d reason for u being rude.. isnt it? d malay waiter with *duno what race* waitress.. we were like had a lil thought, how come a nice restaurant like La Bodega with nice food but with a fxxkin service and fxxkin waiter with waitress... yeww.... their food is good, okay... but the service????? no comment larrrrrrr d happiest moment happened last night still, sushi time with babe a

st@rt>> I realized time passes really fast... babe will be on MC til next wed... she is coming later to the office to pass the MC and i have the chance to see her again... G currently having lunch in MOF... second trip here.. i like the place obviously... calm my mood down especially the musics, cappucino and the MACHA WEB!! Susan asked me, what i was busy with recently, boss asked her the same question and she did not noe how to answer... so am i... how am i suppose to tel her what am i busy with?? can a person tel another person what she busy with?? u cant explain, u see... it is hardly to explain one by one what i busy with.. perhaps i have pro wit my time management?? maybe.... i made the first move today.... made the first move to call racheal... she was shocked i guess cz it has been so long we did not contact each other.. but to me, it wasnt big deal after all, cz all of us have our own life all this while... meantime, i hope, my first move can change al

St@rt>> Started my sunday with a :) ...gone for brunch... then SHOPPING time!!! spent my rm 50 voucher in metrojaya...bought few stuffs... included Majolica Marjoca's mascara! used it today, kinda good... lengthen my lashes just like that!!! recommended!! end

st@rt>> Im listening to Joanna's songs now... good songs to calm my mood down and makes me feel so right... though kinda borin stayin at home... but at least, i feel so relieved after listening to Joanna's songs... babe been discharged today, YES.. i am happy... met her ystdy and she got so much thinner than before... omg... i wish to get thin as well but of course not this way... after being discharged she will need to be on MC for 10days... Gina gin gonna b without her again for 10days! :S i miss u babe... end

st@rt>> Babe has been hospitalised, and i really feel so sorry for her... i wasnt around with her, by her side, when she need someone d most... so sory babe... i shouldnt gone outstation.. if only i could by your side... :S d phlegm all over her face and doc required a small surgery to go on... a tube inserted thru her nose to suck those things out...yew...just imagine how painful it was and how suffer it was my babe gona go thru.... b strong babe...u must b strong... im coming bac today.. i will see you tonite... seriously, i missed babe a lot! she is my only bestie by my side when i need her d most and vice versa... she is my goody two shoes fren... omg, please bless her... n wish her speedy recovery please... seems like everyone started not feelin well... perhaps bad weather... been to cecilia's new hse last nite, chit chat with her makes my tense reduced... i think, im tensed, im bored, im frust sometimes is due to nobody to turn to nor nobody to talk to w

st@rt>> It wasnt d first time... it's been so many times and it is countless... i duno wtf is d account doing.. boss said before, will not hold our claim, den wtf she din do her job??? no idea... im goin outstation tomorrow, and everythin is not ready? how am i suppose to go outstation?? submitted the claim early of d month, now haven ready?? wat the fuck! end

Looking bac at my previos blogs, im so much happier... am i choosing the wrong path now?? should i back to where im so much happier?? should i back to where d old Gin is??? I just wan to be so much happier than now! obviously im not happy enough!! what happened??

st@rt>> Started to feel heart broken now... knowing things that you shouldnt know, it is reli pain... heartache... I choose to check and figure things out, but when u noe d truth, it is really heartache.. is that wat i wan?? im goin outstation tomorrow.... will things change?? will things got better?? chatted with youngest sis ystdy, though she is d youngest, but sometimes, her word do reli convince me (though im d eldest).... things aint smooth..WHY?? things getting worse..WHY?? kept askin myself WHY but no answer... no answer to all my question.. what i wan is MONEY...MONEY is all i wanted all this while.. perhaps, i sure pay more attention on my work loads, pay attention on money that i wanted to earn... I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!! HAPPY IS WHAT I WANTED TO BE!!!! end

st@rt>> Dinner in Tenji last nite... food wasnt good though... stil prefer Jogoya than Tenji.. sorry to say that... perhaps was it bcz of the environment or it was bcz of d food?? i dont like the environment.. i mean babe wasnt with me... i mean i wasnt in the same channel as them..sorry dear....i dont mean it... i mean i wasnt really enjoy cz i hav to keep quiet all d time... boringzz i dont noe a single word of hokkien, therefore, talkative Gin gotta keep quiet n sat there with a stupid face... everyone was enjoyin..but Gin dont reli do... d vy 1st experience in Tenji made me so moody..a camwhore lover like me, bcame so stupid that nite....i was like a geek... dont enjoy this n that... but at least im not so tense now.. end

st@rt>> Where hav i been over d weekend?? gone to Genting in d evening! i can say it was fun lar... cz i was longing for a break quite some time, eventhough i got my break earlier, i.e. shopping!! gone to d casino to win some cash of course.. den for shopping with Yu... great day though it was pack... im happy but kinda moody a little...cz im tired... tired of my work..nth else... what d f* got my bling bling stuffs frm yean already..n i will just start doin it! i did bling bling on my lil thumbdrive already on last sat. gonna post d pic up soon! end

st@rt>> owh damnn... this morning, I switch my internet explorer page, as usual, the msn.com homepage will appear... however, i found something which is so damn special this morning, which is there is another additional statement stated there, "HACKED BY GODZILLA" .... WTFFF.... i was so damn worried, man... so i search google, and yes there r so many topics talk bout Hacked by Godzilla... wtfffff... And this Hacked by Godzilla is a fxxkin virus can just attack ur pc slowly.. damn it...how should i remove it now??? and i dont hav fxxkin idea wat to do now except clearin my cookies, temp internet file and forms as well as pass words. yewwww...no idea...but to read more posts bout this fxxkin viruses now... what a day..wtf.. end