The Notes and the Author's Ramblings ❤❤❤

st@rt>> G Gal got a mixed feeling now.. damn fxxkin bored... jealous + angry + fed up yewww....she is happy for sure cz she just got d deal from east side... yes...ystdy u can see her fxxked up face when i got PO... but today my turn pulak? is that bcz of im jealous?? i might sound so damn emotional.. but yes, i admit now.. i admit that this few weeks im reli fed up and fxxked up... damn sien... u see... perhaps, it was because of i worked till late everyday.. for whole entire week.. n i felt so damn heaty now... yes.. i am cz i dun like to drink water at all.. so, sooner or later i might get sick and this is wat i wanted to be... TO GET MC!!! end

st@rt >> G gal getting better... doesnt sound so moody anymore... d good one comin all d way to me... yes..i do..getting better,... i am getting better!! this few weeks worked til kinda late n it was damn fxxkin stress period whereas, i hav to many project to care of... tired of waitin for prices frm d costing dept.. they dont do their job at all!!! i had been waitin for a price, for almost more than a week... wtf... today, i feel so damn relieved! got a PO from a hotel, n this PO can just keep d mouth shut of a lady who sounded sarcastic to me during a mtg this morning... she is d one who never look herself in d mirror before trying to judge others.. damn it.. even Susan cant stand her attitude and confronted her during the lunch.. mcm lar she got much sales than i do.. if i dont have sales then what is my Hermes PO for?? wtf... cant understand a lady like her! damn .... hoping for a better one tomorrow... at d same time, dont have the appetite to eat this few w

st@rt>> You spoilt my day! What the heck had happened? what is d pro now?? im fxxkin frust.. anger + disappointed + sad surrounded me... oh dear, u told me it was d prices, n i revised it for u .. den u said everythin is alrite... u got d sample n u got d good prices... out of sudden n out of nowhere, now u told me d deal wit someone else?? wth?? wtf! what do u mean d deal was with someone else now?? hello??!!! corruption played 'his' rule in d game?? come on, i was d one givin u everythin earlier than 'others' do... so what is d pro since u told me no pro at all?? MF!!! i hate it when he said that.. but im so damn sad bcz my hard work has been flushed into d drain just like that... :( i cried...yes..i did...but it wasnt bcz of sad that dont get d deal... it was bcz of anger...im so damn angry towards the 'other' party... what they done n makes him so into them?? damn... end

st@rt >> lil Gin was so damn busy for the past few days... entertaining nonstop but of course gotta maintain d body figure as well...otherwise, im gonna fat like a pig (just like elceredo's model) :P Mon was busy with artwork artwork and artworks... Tues was busy with Ackshay.... brought him Sri Ayutthayato Lorong Seratus Tahun n had lunch..obviously he enjoyed it much eventhg he doesnt noe what we had ordered for him... After dinner, we got some durian as dessert for him, he is so darn funny la weii, like never eat durian before?? haha, foreigners, not all know bout DURIANS: Lets learn bout durian today: The durian (pronounced /ˈdjʊriən/ ) [ 2 ] is the fruit of several tree species belonging to the genus Durio and the Malvaceae family . (although some taxonomists place Durio in a distinct family, Durionaceae [ 1 ] ). Widely known and revered in southeast Asia as the "king of fruits", the durian is distinctive for its large size, unique odour ,

Came across Mika's email....just browse thru and this quote is so true! The moment you are in tension You will lose your attention Then you are in total confusion and you'll feel irritation Then you'll spoil personal relation Ultimately, you won't get co-operation Then you'll make things complication Then your BP may also rise caution And you may have to take medication Instead, understand the situation And try to think about the solution Many problems will be solved by discussion Which will work out better in your profession? Don't think it's my free suggestion It is only for your prevention If you understand my intention You'll never come again to tension!!!

st@rt>> G Gal giving up! I give up to be such dedicative , n im giving up to help others... G gal is giving up to keep calling/ contact customers who dont bother bout my service, my quotes, n my help. i might sound such unprofessionally but i dont bother...i told myself, im not gonna end up to work like tis for my entire life.. i got my own life, n im plannin for better future.. sorry, i sounded so emo this week..damn.. end

One word lil Gin need now! MEEEEEEEOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

st@rt>> Totally frustrated...wtf.... im suppose to b busy like hell, no time to chit chat...it was d matter of, who can i speak to during my miserable/ frustrated moments..therefore, i choose to blog here...wtf wish i could just collapse soon without worryin anythin!! i doesnt feel like wanna bother my work at all! wtf can i say, im damn frustrated bcz of d fella?? come on, im doin sales so do i suppose to do d designer work as well? wth is d hse brand to do with me?? i got ntg to do with d fxxkin hse brand.. come on...reports, im d one done it.... fxxk off, now those work which is not belong to me, now bcum mine?? damn it...i got ntg to do now??? shit... ok....i just wanna b as tame as d cat... *meeeeooowww*... i dont feel like shouting here of course... but i just wanna yell my lungs out!!! wth is happening?? i wan a break! damn... end

st@rt>> The feeling is so awkward.... when things messed up, then it smooth back.... when things smooth, then it mess up again... Is a workin life being so troublesome like that?? no, no...i should say, there is nth wrong with workin life, this is my path, my life.. my life is being ups n down all d time...when u reach happiness you will reach d sour moment soon... Till today, a customer doesnt wanna answer my call...do i done anything wrong?? perhaps... wth! Each time, everytime, i tried my very best to help each customers who need my help or quotation.... being a sales person is that difficult?? it shouldnt be, right??wtf!!!!!! but how come this customer treated me this way?? he was helpful at first, providing me all d info n wan me to close the deal... but now??? tomorrow, Susan is goin to take over this account... she will handle, she said.. Im disappointed with this customer...wtf but i do hope for better tomorrow..wish everythin is gonna b smooth tomorr

st@rt>> out of sudden i feel like blogging today... stress, tired.... everyday is urging for d same thing from d bitch who is doin costing... i cant figure out wth she is doin?? damn it... everything is so damn slow! i gotta do this n that..i got to do reports... ewwwww....... puke! Whole day i can smell my dear goldie's smell around me... i duno y but today im fuckin miss him so much..wth is happening?? he told me that this is d sign goldie is leavin me soon.... i was thinkin... 'har...will tat happen? can i keep goldie by my side?? i doesnt want him to leave me' ... damn it...tis feelin is fxxkin weird... end