The Notes and the Author's Ramblings ❤❤❤

st@rt>> Everyone seems to protect themselves...that is how everyone work here... guess not only here..everyone in this world, i should say!!!! damn it... can v b flexible sometimes for god sake??? depends on which situation isnt it?? damn it... things wasnt smooth since d first day i was here.. was it bcz of feng shui problem? or it was my pa zhi not suits to work here?? liquid is not suitable for me?? ish ish ish wtf.. tired of doin things which need me to collect the shits...smelly shits being throw here n there... logistic is not workin at first...when they r not workin then goes to warehouse not workin.. wtf... is this d way they work?? im not sayin im excellent in my job.. i agreed that im not good in following up..yes.. that's it.. wtf hate to say it...wtfffffff... I HATE MY JOB! end

st@rt>> for the past few week, where i hang out? what did i do? few things: 1. problem happened in my family 2. problem arrised in my job/ career Family mom got a blood lump in her liver and it is 8cm long!! darn dangerous.. she seek advice from few hospital n each doc were advising her to either undergo operation, laser or let it be.. of course i dont support her to let it be that way till it burst... :/ so, she went to Tung Shin hospital with dad and d doc this time said, let it be as the lump has been following her since she was small...wth i asked mom to go for few more docs before make any decision, that will be the wise one... one thing funny bout dad is, he said fat one shouldnt have gastric, and he was askin sis, y am i having gastric?? omg, how to answer him?? :/ Job/ Career i dont feel happy obviously with my current job, im fed up/ tired with my superior, d internal parties... i mean most of them not helpful at all... yeayea... after working f

st@rt >> Totally weak and helpless..... sick *again* he had warned me not to get near to Goldie and hammy...which i already tried my best not to go near them, but i did it this morning... i cant bear seeing Goldie without touching him.. so i fed Goldie this morning... (oppss.. sorry... ^_^) i was high fever last nite after the down pour in certain place (G Tower's plc)... forgotten that im not fully recover yet.. ishh... which caused me high fever in d end... i was so weak, and yes he gotta b my doc of d nite.. made me eat my medic and drink warm water... (which caused me cried....y i cried?? read below!) i was so damn fxxkin hot, bcz of my fever, and he caused me to drink a warm water which i totally dislike warm plain water + medic... i hate medic... so i cried like a baby.. n he force me to hav it... :( after taken pills, he ayang me like a baby which caused my heart so sweet then... :) so im on leave at home to rest today..n now im forcing myself to sw

st@rt>> Lets start with, MERDEKA, MERDEKA, MERDEKA!!!! suppose to be a good merdeka from work...who knows, i will fall sick on that particular sunday, i.e. 30.08.09.. sounds like a good day.. perhaps you will say: 1. good la..stay at home... get rid of all jams 2. H1N1..better stay at home... 3. too crowded, no parking, better stay at home.. 4. Where to go?? everywhere so packed! stay at home, watch tv and can c the fireworks live on air without jam here n there... sorry dudes... to me, it was like fxxkin bored cz i spent my time, whole day sleeping in d room...n yet im payin for d room to sleep ONLY!! wtf... out of sudden high fever in d midnite.. and i cant even sleep well, which made me did lots of noise during midnite... sometime like baby crying... i mean.. "errgghhh..." i duno how to make the sound now... i was so damn fxxkin good in doin that sound that nite.. but now canot d larrrrr babe was sleepin like a pig, she dont even noe im sick til