Is this what I want?

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I was once a hater, I hate people, I hate everyone who were bad, but no longer now. I take a move to forgive myself and forgive everyone.

Life is just short, I wept like a kid when I thought myself, life is short, especially your parents who worked hard for u, your grandparents who are just like waiting for death when they are old.

I was once talking to grandma over the phone, she said, '啊妈还是这样咯，一天等一天。能吃能走，就是这样咯‘

I sent him a sms, expressing how grateful I was being his children, thanking him for everything, and the reply I got was, "TQ. your trip will be in July"

I was really a bit disappointed, though it was Father's Day but he still thinking bout work work work and work!

Daddy, can you could let go everything just for me, for your life, for family. I knew he wanted a good life, but this is not the way!!! He no longer the best dad he was, spending time with family, with kid, with daughters and son! He no longer the dad who loves mom all the time and gave her surprises.

He is now married to his job, his work, his responsibility as a boss

I wept, I told myself, I have to be richer than him, I wan him to get better life, not him, working hard for a better life for us. M a grown up person....

M rich when I rch 27yrs old, my parents will have a better life, daddy need not to work anymore, mummy look after the shop while sis working.

My siblings got flying colors in their exams.

This is my promise.

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